Blackberries, Brambles
Akhmatova wrote, “O look!—that fresh dark elderberry branch
is like a letter from Marina…” And she was right, branches criss-
cross, words sharpen. We lop them down, fit them
into envelopes. But I forget: you don’t do letters:
Too much tangled in thickets and desperation.
Did I say envelopes? I meant elevators.
See, I’ve snagged favourite sweaters
in high rises, snarled hair in hedges, given up
skin scrapings for blackberries, tongueburst, the sweet
stain, explosion under light canine pressure.
Don’t you just wish you were a dog sometimes?
No panic. Romping through brambles.
Even in delirium, near death, Akhmatova remembered.
Her bitter friend had been dead a long time.
Love. Don’t think I’m thinking about you.
Anything but you.
Eel
The lake is still, after the flash rain.
A water spider crosses from shore to dock
propelled by snapping legs fine as a strand of hair.
I lie on my stomach on rough cedar,
watch through one of the gaps
a green wedge of this strange world.
The sun wraps me in a warm skin,
dries the damp behind my knees
and in the small of my back,
brushes the hair on my neck.
Heat passes through me.
I am cooled in stripes
by the fresh water under me.
A young eel writhes into the green,
spirals between minnows like a lost necklace
falling through time into obscuring grass.
I miss you.
My fingers slip
into the crack beside my eyes.