Swimming into the Light

By (author): Carolyn Marie Souaid

Swimming into the Light is a sequence of poems charting a woman’s struggle with infertility and her entry into motherhood through the back door of international adoption. The book traces these events in a connected narrative, from her frustration and despair over infertility to the uncertainty of international adoption and rescuing a new life from a war-torn country, and finally to the quiet reflections on motherhood. Shortlisted for the QSPELL A.M. Klein Poetry award, Swimming into the Light has recently been translated into French and published by Écrits des forges as La fille au bord de l’eau.


Carolyn Marie Souaid

Carolyn Marie Souaid has been writing and publishing poetry for over 20 years. The author of six books and the winner of the David McKeen Award for her first collection, Swimming into the Light, she has also been shortlisted for the A.M. Klein Prize and the Pat Lowther Memorial Award. Much of her work deals with the bridging of worlds; the difficulty, perhaps the impossibility of it, but the necessity of the struggle. She has toured her work across Canada and in France. Since the 1990s, she has been a key figure on the Montreal literary scene, having co-produced two major local events, Poetry in Motion (the poetry-on-the-buses project) and the Circus of Words / Cirque des mots, a multidisciplinary, multilingual cabaret focusing on the “theatre” of poetry. Souaid is a founding member and editor of Poetry Quebec, an online magazine focusing on the English language poets and poetry of Quebec.

Endre Farkas was born in Hungary and is a child of Holocaust survivors. He and his parents escaped during the 1956 uprising and settled in Montreal. His work has always had a political consciousness and has always pushed the boundaries of poetry. Since the 1970s, he has collaborated with dancers, musicians and actors to move the poem from page to stage. Still at the forefront of the Quebec English language literary scene-writing, editing, publishing and performing-Farkas is the author of eleven books, including Quotidian Fever: New and Selected Poems (1974-2007). He is the two-time regional winner of the CBC Poetry “Face Off” Competition. His play, Haunted House, based on the life and work of the poet A.M. Klein, was produced in Montreal 2009. Farkas has given readings throughout Canada, USA, Europe and Latin America. His poems have been translated into French and Spanish, Hungarian, Italian, Slovenian and Turkish.


“ Written with a tough intelligence and a bracing earthiness, Swimming into the Light tells a poignant story that brings together three generations in the land of Souaid’s ancestors. ‘He’s kind of an embodiment of both my future and my past,’ Souaid said of her son, Alex, whom she, her husband and her mother travelled to Lebanon to adopt in 1992. The book, which is dedicated to Souaid’s son, manages to graft the sensibility of a contemporary North American woman struggling with infertility to a delicate search for distant roots. Many of the poems have the quality of snapshots, capturing the Lebanon of a particular moment, as viewed by an outsider with more than a passing interest in what she sees.” —The Montreal Gazette


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Baby Tech The tests don’t matter, not the icy probe of his finger, not the flood of purple dye into the beaten bag of my womb, nothing matters but the promise of a would-be fetus, fragile as the wobbling foal in barn light. In his lab, bits of women float in flasks like grains of Aspirin in a chaos of ginger ale. The one bitter pill of their lives. They line up at his door— their shaman, their priest, God, whatever— thumbing magazines, eyeing one another, eyeing his diplomas, like glittering icons on the wall waiting to see who won, who failed whose experiment took, whose didn’t they’ll all be back next month for more tests more consultations, they’ll lean across his desk opening their bodies to him in confession praying for mercy. The Fertile Crescent Bedouin women in a cobbler’s doorway cross-legged with their baskets of eggs & vine leaves eyewhites, a dull glaze babies in their laps like steaming loaves of bread. Death is a distant country to them a great, green curve of land where ancestors wait unburdened— mosaic of upturned faces like golden plates of fruit in the sun.

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80 Pages
9in * 6in * .22in


October 01, 1995


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