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This sapphic cli-fi thriller is a love letter to hope in the bleakest of times, combining the multiverse-bending drama of This Is How You Lose the Time War with the cat-and-mouse chase of Killing Eve.
On a near-future Earth devastated by climate change, Dr. Cassandra Barlowe is right where she wants to be: working on an island of floating trash in the middle of the Pacific Ocean, as far away from Dr. Yana Gulsvig as possible. Cas’s research on plastic-dissolving fungi is undervalued and underfunded, thanks to the invention of deleria, a drug that allows glimpses into different timelines. For the average user, it’s a way to view lost loved ones or experience a different life, but it also offers a glimpse into worlds where humanity has solved its many global crises. Now, most science funding is dedicated to trawling these different timelines, searching for a reality with the solution to the climate devastation.
But when Yana — the world’s leading expert on deleria and Cassandra’s ex-lover — is killed in a mysterious explosion in the hub of deleria research, taking the hope of reversing climate change with her, Cas is arrested on charges of domestic terrorism. Cas must delve through timelines to piece together what happened, while watching other versions of herself and Yana live out the life they could have had — happier, more in love. As brutal government agents close in and her addiction to deleria grows, Cas has to make a choice: live in the spiraling branches of reality, seeking closure for Yana’s death until the drug shatters her mind, or live in the now, even if that means embracing her own damaged self and fighting, however hopelessly, for her own future and that of humanity.
“Fans of sapphic SF will enjoy this rich climate fiction about grief and hope.” — Booklist
ntt“Simultaneously a fast-paced mystery and a meditation on grief, [Our Infinite and Inevitable Ends] hammers home a message about not letting the perfect be the enemy of the good.” — Publishers Weekly
ntt“Sui’s (The Iron Garden Sutra) cli-fi novel will hit a nerve for anyone watching the powerful do nothing while the climate disaster worsens, and the imbalanced power dynamics between damaged women will be a draw for fans of Caitlin Starling.” — Library Journal
ntt“A deeply human story about love, relationships, terrible decisions, and finding a path through chaos … Sui’s writing is a delight.” — Locus Magazine
ntt“Raw, gripping, and clever, Our Infinite and Inevitable Ends exposes the intertwined heart of grief and love while charting out a roadmap for hope through a bleak and despairing world. It sucked me in and, even after the last page, refuses to let me go.” —Sierra Branham, author of Love Galaxy
ntt“A mind altering descent into desperation. With surgical precision, Sui carves through time and space to expose the human cost of unmitigated obsession” — Andrew F. Sullivan, author of The Marigold
ntt“A heart wrenching tale of love and loss in a dystopian setting. One of the most unique parallel reality stories I’ve read. Plus it takes place in Toronto!” — Christine Smonk, author of The Minute Givers
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312 Pages
8.5in * 5.5in * 0.7152in
October 27, 2026
9781770418912
eng
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