Shifter
It starts with the mammoth shin
in your parents’ garage, holed up in a lean-to
of cross-country skis. Then it’s the maybe-owl,
ptarmigrouse, mating call mistaken
for motorboat. Nothing
is what it used to be: the Gerber jar on the piano
filled not with spare buttons but prehistoric
horse teeth. You wobble
into bed on four woolly ankles.
Wake in the greenhouse, fists swollen
with chard. No one warned you
your body could feel like coming home
knowing strangers have been there.
Empty frame on the dresser,
bent fork in your underwear
drawer. But now you recognize a carnivore
slope in women’s shoulders, whiskers
stubbling their jaws.
Stop asking what will come
loping toward you, start with “When?”
Your hair splits: an oil spill
around your horns.