Lightbulb
Icon of pure idea. Screwed into a sphere of permanence
skin-thin, fragile as eggshell, yet suffused
with even light – a Platonic corona identical
to the thinking mind’s delicate glow. Say,
above Henry’s bulbous cartoon head, his second brain,
its single hair ablaze.
Naked, it suggests a folksy quality,
forever swinging its gaze
on unexpected corners of the past – corners lit
with the warm steady fire of your affection –
there was always one above your father
as you watched him work in basement or
garage (anywhere a bare bulb swings:
the genius of the place) – a galvanic presence overseeing
these Rembrandt-amber scenes, his hands tarred
with grease, the small tools kept separate and clean.
At the store – selecting the shade – Arctic Pearl,
Creamed Cumulus, Snow-Glare, inscribed
in tiny script round their poll – the wattage, frosted or clear
– the delicious sensation of walking out
as if you’d just bought bags of nothing,
cartons of air. Nestled inside
those egg-safe packets you coddle home
the power to see your rooms with the light
of still life. Screw a few in just for fun,
put the rest in a bowl: a bowl of glass pears.
Jars of sun. Tiny amphitheatres filled to the brim
with a thousand matinees.
Installation’s easy – the global sign for “a dim bulb,”
– how many to construe those exaggerated threads?
Inside the candy-spun shell, tungsten filaments,
twin antennae yearn incandescent in a vacuum.
Your idea of home’s within this soft white circuitry,
synapsing back and forth.
You catch its essence waking some morning
to find a light left on – see it up all night
worrying, keeping watch while you slept —
a conscience, consciousness. (You feel guilty.)