Dungenessque
Dungeness, Washington, The Olympic Peninsula
Crack me open like a crab
amused at the strange soft fur along my shell.
Tour my body
find the emotional limits,
dredge my character
for small signs of pretense;
you know they’re there.
Haven’t others glimpsed claws
beneath my hands?
You listen so closely,
stretching out my present against my past
on a long net, laying bare
Boil me live
in a scalding cauldron
like you would a crab,
turning your head
as the claws fold in silently
and you wait for the soft clicking sound.
You can eat me tonight or tomorrow, or the next night.
because the cooking’s done;
all that’s left is to analyze
what can and can’t be consumed.
Tomorrow you and your analyst
will pick through the bowl of white flesh
from my brittle compartments.
There may be a joke or two,
‘Who’d have thought the old boy
would have so much meat in him?’
Ant and Aphid
Along a cedar crosspiece on my garden gate,
they move past in deadly duet.
A carpenter ant lugs a bright green aphid,
its legs waving weakly in the breeze,
and climbs the thick stalk of ivy
to its nest under the warm wet eaves.
This tiniest of nature’s victims,
does it leave descendants, a work history,
even if no clock was punched?
At its sudden violent passing
will there be testimonials,
or co-religionists
obsessively scouring the garden square
for signs of massacred remains?
Have not hired ladybugs
headstrong and pretty as gaily painted tanks
carried out such ethnic cleansing?
A red-winged songbird swoops down,
plucks both ant and prey from the ivy
and soars skyward
—a miraculous ascent?
This morning, awaking,
at once I knew I no longer had skin,
that everything and everyone who passed my way
would move me,
the world’s pain as much as its beauty.
And look! The solar clematis
sprung up along the fence
are beaming apricot-white faces,
petals boldly unfurled,
determined as any natural thing
whose hours are numbered.