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The Disappearing Act

By (author): Maria Stepanova

Translated by: Sasha Dugdale

From the renowned Russian author of In Memory of Memory comes a haunting meditation on identity, exile, language, art, and the fragile desire to disappear.

The writer M has been living in exile in the city of B since her homeland declared war on a neighbouring state. Wracked by shame and despair, and severed from her language, M finds herself unable to write, unmoored in a present where the future feels unknowable. When she is invited to give a reading at a literary festival in a nearby country, a strange turn of events occurs. After a series of missed connections and mishaps during her trip, including losing her phone, she finds herself stranded and untraceable in an unfamiliar coastal town.

Cut off from everyone she knows, M feels a sense of freedom and the possibility of starting over, but memories of childhood, books, films, and tarot cards pull her back, the last fragments of a vanishing world. Then she meets a troupe of circus performers who invite her to join them, and reinvention feels within reach. 

In this brief interlude, it seems as if M may finally escape from herself, her past, and her nationality. Written in rich and hypnotic prose, The Disappearing Act oscillates between reality and dream, between an oppressive present and a lost past, between life and literature.

AUTHOR

Maria Stepanova

MARIA STEPANOVA, born in Moscow in 1972, is one of the most powerful and distinctive voices of Russia’s first post-Soviet literary generation. Stepanova’s works have been translated into many languages and published widely. She has received several literary awards, including the prestigious Andrey Bely Prize and Joseph Brodsky Fellowship. Her novel, In Memory of Memory, was a finalist for the 2021 International Booker Prize and has been translated into many languages. Stepanova is the founder and Editor-in-Chief of the online independent crowd-sourced journal, Colta, which covers the cultural, social and political reality of contemporary Russia. She lives in Berlin.


AUTHOR

Sasha Dugdale

SASHA DUGDALE was born in Sussex, England. A poet, writer, and translator, she has published five collections of poems with Carcanet Press, most recently Deformations, shortlisted for the T.S. Eliot Prize 2020, and an Observer Book of the Year 2020. She won the Forward Prize for Best Single Poem in 2016 and in 2017 she was awarded a Cholmondeley Prize for Poetry. She is former editor of Modern Poetry in Translation and is Poet-in-Residence at St John’s College, Cambridge (2018-2021).


Reviews

Captivating and capaciousthe novel comes across as an urgent call to resist complacency and recover ones vitality in the face of injustice Its a stunner ltem gtPublishers Weekly starred review



Stepanovas prose work is discursive expansively imaginative in its musings and digressions The translation by Dugdale is lucid vivid and fluid Barbara Conaty ltem gtLibrary Journal



Poignant ironizing its own ironies as M finds two wrongsany number of wrongsnever make a right Michael Autrey ltem gtBooklist



This is an intimate and profound study of liminality and identityfrom one of the most importantwriters of our time Pierce Alquist ltem gtBook Riot



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Details

Dimensions:

144 Pages
8in * 5.25in * 0.35in
0.42lb
.42lb

Published:

March 03, 2026

Publisher:

Book*hug Press

ISBN:

9781771669849

Book Subjects:

FICTION / Literary

Language:

eng

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