Stepping into Traffic

By (author): K.J. Rankin

The title Stepping into Traffic is a play on words (and a metaphor) reflecting the protagonist’s actions. When we meet Sebastian (Seb) he is already taking risks and putting himself in harm’s way as he and a couple of his friends carry out a failed break and enter and are arrested. As we get to know Seb we discover his life has been a series of bad foster experiences that have left him numb to the memories of his dead parents, and poor in his judgement of how to fit in. Much of his foster care has been damaging to his self-esteem and moral codes. He is not strong and his fears begin to mount.

Awaiting his court appearance, Seb is placed in his eighth foster home in seven years in the company of Mrs. Ford, a foster home caregiver, whom Seb finds familiar and comforting. Memories of his early home life flood him and he begins to find a sense of well-being and trust. However, Seb’s troubles soon reappear in the form of wealthy, manipulative drug dealer  Donny Malner. Lured by Donny’s social power and blind to Danny’s ruthlessness, Seb seeks his approval. Soon he is entwined in Danny’s drug-dealing world where violence and lies direct most actions. Though Mrs. Ford continues to stand by him, he knows he is betraying her trust. Others who could help him like his school friends, the nerdy Nina or her friend Matt, cannot hold sway. Soon Seb is caught up in a wave of violent circumstance that neither Mrs. Ford nor his unusual mentor the school janitor, Mr Frogly, can help him out of. He is as lost and directionless as the feral dog he befriends and cannot escape the wicked path of lies he has created.

In a final showdown with Donny and gangland members, he must decide what he will do. His dilemma is as great as the fear he faces: engage in the revenge he seeks and lose the closest thing he has had to a home, or stand up to his mistakes, reveal his lies and accept the consequences. Though he is not ready, Sebastian steps out in the traffic.

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K.J. Rankin

K.J. Rankin is a regular contributor of book reviews to CM Magazine — a major source for both school librarians, and teachers. She is a writer and editor of children’s stories and also facilitates adult and seniors’ creative writing workshops, most of which focus on memoir, Rankin lives in Toronto and this is her first novel.


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Burger Blast is all fries, vinegar, windows, and chrome, with a long counter and a few tables. I order before remembering I don’t have even a lousy cent on me. So, instead of waiting for my food, I head for the can hoping they’ll forget about me. I’m feeling kind of fractured since getting out of the car. The floor slants down to the left, but I’m okay if I lean a bit to the right. I take a piss, then go into a stall, sit with my eyes closed for a while. That scrambles my stomach so I get back up, splash water on my face, and slip out again. The floor seems to be slanting the other way now.

The boys aren’t in the restaurant. Five girls gab away at a table across the room. A plump one whose hair reminds me of a pineapple looks over at me. She says something and then all the girls take a peek my way. I wave, cool-like. They burst into laughter. 

I call, “Floor’s tilted!” figuring that’ll explain everything. Then, while I’m checking that my zipper’s up, the man behind the counter says, “Hey, Red! Your order’s ready.”

“Ooops. I’ll be back.” I nod then slide out to the parking lot. In the fuzzy, white light from Burger Blast’s window, I see everybody on the far side of the lot. Donny’s talking to four guys who have their backs to me. Maybe Geoff will give me a few fries. I head toward him, weaving around a parked car then using the white lines on the pavement to help navigate.

As I get closer, Donny shakes his head. I can’t hear anything over the sound of passing cars until I’m almost in front of Geoff’s table. Then one of the four guys says, “We know you fuckin’ cheated us.”

Donny smiles. “No, man. You’ve got me wrong.”

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208 Pages
8.5in * 5.5in * .375in


April 15, 2016


Thistledown Press



9781771871037 – PDF

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