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Something, Not Nothing

By (author): Sarah Leavitt

Finalist, Will Eisner Award; Judy Grahn Award for Lesbian Nonfiction; Jim Deva Prize for Writing that Provokes

A poignant and beautifully illustrated graphic memoir about love and loss and navigating a new life

In April 2020, cartoonist Sarah Leavitt’s partner of twenty-two years, Donimo, died with medical assistance after years of severe chronic pain and a rapid decline at the end of her life. About a month after Donimo’s death, Sarah began making comics again as a way to deal with her profound sense of grief and loss. The comics started as small sketches but quickly transformed into something totally unfamiliar to her. Abstract images, textures, poetic text, layers of watercolour, ink, and coloured pencil – for Sarah, the journey through grief was impossible to convey without bold formal experimentation. She spent two years creating these comics.

The result is Something, Not Nothing, an extraordinary book that delicately articulates the vagaries of grief and the sweet remembrances of enduring love. Moving and impressionistic, Something, Not Nothing shows that alongside grief, there is room for peace, joy, and new beginnings.

AUTHOR

Sarah Leavitt

Sarah Leavitt is the author of Tangles: A Story of Alzheimer’s, My Mother, and Me and Agnes, Murderess. Tangles was published in Canada, the US, the UK, Germany, France, and Korea, and was a finalist for the Writers’ Trust Non-Fiction Prize in 2010. It is currently in development as a feature-length animation. Leavitt teaches comics classes at the University of British Columbia in Vancouver.


Reviews

Leavitts drawings depict her emotional upheaval with poetic grace in imagery ranging from abstract blackandwhite to warm colors and recognizable figures during moments of serenity and acceptance This unflinching chronicle offers readers who have experienced loss a sense of catharsis and solace Publishers Weekly



Leavitts graphic memoir Something Not Nothing took on a life of its own as abstract images and mixed media such as watercolours coloured pencil and ink blended with poetic text The book guides readers through the couples decision to end Donimos life and Leavitts own heartbreak and emotions that accompanied the choice The end result is beautiful and moving BC Living



Leavitt labels Something Not Nothing a collection of comics but that phrase barely begins to describe Leavitts formally innovative artwork freehand panels and fullpage images that combine poetic text with illustrations and abstract images and textures realized in watercolor ink and colored pencil She chronicles the couples progress toward the decision to end Donimos life as well as her own deep resistance and terror taking us literally to a place beyond words A uniquely gorgeous chronicle Full box of tissues recommended Kirkus Reviews



Sarah Leavitt has created a beautiful monument in this book a primal portrait of grief and a powerful testament to a hard and lasting love I believe that we as artists are trying to share our emotional realities with our readers and invite them into the feeling even when theyve not had this particular experience Leavitt succeeds in this over and over again through the intimacy she lets the reader in on and the powerful juxtaposition of her art and words This book is a beautiful deep and powerful use of the comics form Nicole J Georges author of Calling Dr Laura



The fact that I wrote this blurb through tears should be enough of an endorsement This books visceral illustrations and words are a declaration of unending love to one who is lost an apology for moving on a commitment to joining the land of the living Fellow grievers prepare to be seen Catherine Hernandez author of Scarborough



Leavitts experiments with form and medium over the course of two years coalesced into an emotional inventive work that meditates on loss while celebrating the possibilities of moving forward Quill and Quire



In Something Not Nothing Sarah Leavitt embraces the ways that comics can work as poetry creating pages that scan like quatrains and tercets of interestingly varied but always precise meter to describe the territory of grief New York Times



This book is so beautiful Its hard to find something profound to say about a work of art this profound I just think you should read it Zoe Whittall author of Wild Failure



Reading Sarah Leavitts gorgeous memoir I was struck by its silences The places where language stopped or stuttered The quiet that ambles forward beyond the death of a loved one So many panels hold the weight of an absence impossible to fathom The notknowing How death feels at once too true and not at all This is the best kind of book with all its unsettling comforts Well all need a book like this one day Thank our atoms that Sarah Leavitt has gifted us this one Michael V Smith author of Queers Like Me



A gorgeous heartwrenching deeply human meditation on love and loss There were pages that lifted my spirits and pages that pierced me to my core Sobbed through the majority of reading it but couldnt put it down Leavitts mapmaking of the landscape of grief is a gift to us all Maia Kobabe author of Gender Queer A Memoir



Ultimately what Leavitt manages to capture in Something Not Nothing which to be honest seems like it should be impossible is how MAiD can be personal and how you can hold respect for your loved one and mourn life as you knew it at the same time Xtra



This visceral and heartbreaking graphic memoir does so much more than nearly all the other work in its medium and does it so differently it almost doesnt feel like a comic But of course it is The formal experimentation and abstract watercolour art pair perfectly with Leavitts brutally honest words simultaneously lifeaffirming and full of love while expressing the despair and illogic characteristic of intense grief Autostraddle Best Queer Books of the Year



Sarah Leavitts book is like nothing I have seen before Hues lines textures articulate her deeply personal journey through grief just as much as the words there is such wisdom and beauty here which is only surpassed by love What a gift to the world Hiromi Goto author of Shadow Life



A powerful love story culled from the complicated honesty of medically assisted death With unexpected and sometimes funny wisdoms as tender and searing as they are poetic and radiantly documentary not since Maus have I felt so much in the pages panels and gutters of a comic book Leavitt has made a memoir of heartbreaking wonder Canisia Lubrin author of Code Noir



Something Not Nothing is a stunning visual and poetic mapping of belonging attachment love and tremendous loss Through tiny portraits and vignettes Leavitt charts a course through the emotional chaos of grief anchored in an atmosphere of love and a practice of presence The result is not your typical book about grief but an artistic treatise challenging readers to live and love more courageously especially in the most difficult of times Leanne Betasamosake Simpson author of Noopiming



Something Not Nothing is a resonant deeply felt reflection of the many contours of grief its darkness of course but also how life itself is darkly funny And lifealtering loss offers a new way of understanding the world as it is One of the most rewarding memorable and sustaining qualities of Something Not Nothing lies in Leavitts capacity to chronicle the darkest days of grief and in the process provide readers with an unexpected gift perceptive lasting reflections on what makes life worth living The Tyee



Awards

  • Jim Deva Prize for Writing that Provokes BC and Yukon Book Prizes 2025, Short-listed
  • Eisner Award 2025, Short-listed
  • Judy Grahn Award for Lesbian Nonfiction 2025, Short-listed
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    Dimensions:

    152 Pages
    11.25in * 9.00in * .65in
    530.00gr

    Published:

    September 24, 2024

    Publisher:

    Arsenal Pulp Press

    ISBN:

    9781551529516

    Book Subjects:

    COMICS & GRAPHIC NOVELS / LGBTQ+ / General

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    Language:

    eng

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