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Jelly, Baby

By (author): Therese Estacion

I am trying to meet my legs in the silent space between us. But they cannot speak. They have no story to tell without me.
Every day I go home. Sit on the couch and remove them from my body. They stand there, still as a statue, and wait for me to open my mouth.

In this revelatory collection of lyrical essays, Therese Estacion explores a number of vital themes relating to her life as a disabled person. Defying genre and constraint, Estacion conveys how ableism has impacted her disposition and self-esteem. She also confronts her own internalized ableism and unpacks how she has come to terms with disability in all its complexity. 

Jelly, Baby fearlessly uncovers the trauma, grief, and rage inherent to the struggle to accept one’s own vulnerability and reach a place of love. Inspired by the author’s psychotherapy training, this book is a tender examination of some of the most vulnerable aspects of the self, and a head-on challenge of self-loathing. The result is a beautiful and astute meditation on ableism and a transformative journey deep into the psyche. 

AUTHOR

Therese Estacion

THERESE ESTACION is part of the Visayan diaspora community. She spent her childhood between Cebu and Gihulngan, two distinct islands found in the archipelago named by its colonizers as the Philippines, before she moved to Canada with her family when she was ten years old. She is an elementary school teacher and is currently studying to be a psychotherapist. Therese is also a bilateral below knee and partial hands amputee, and identifies as a disabled person/person with a disability. Therese lives in Toronto. Her poems have been published in CV2 and PANK Magazine, and shortlisted for the Marina Nemat Award. Phantompains is her first book.


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Dimensions:

88 Pages
203.2mm * 8in * 5.25in * 133.35mm * 5.588mm0.22in
0.28lb

Published:

April 28, 2026

Publisher:

Book*hug Press

ISBN:

9781771669641

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Language:

eng

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