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Two Poems: Notes from the Ward

In her new collection Notes from the Ward (Gordon Hill Press), poet Steffi Tad-y delves into the raw realities of bipolar disorder and psychotic break shaped by lived experience and sharpened by a poetโ€™s eye. These poems cut through the medicalized and sensationalized narratives that too often surround mental health, revealing a voice that is both intimate and unflinching.

Read two poems from the book, below.

The cover of Notes from the Ward by Steffi Tad-y. The design features bold, abstract geometric blocks in teal and red with white curved and straight dividing lines, resembling layered panels. The title appears in black uppercase letters on a cream rectangle near the top right, and the authorโ€™s name appears in the same style near the bottom left.

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Two Poems from Notes from the Ward by Steffi Tad-y

Notes from the Ward #5


When I woke midafternoon
           from the hospital bed

remembering families
          I am no longer part of

I ran to the hallway
         to our strip, our block

our neighbourhood
        as T call us

by the only window
      โ€ƒwhere we could see

the city outside.
      โ€ƒWe sat in a circle

passing time
           in our paisley gowns

& blue chairs
      โ€ƒlike ladies out in the field

or the church,
        โ€ƒwitnesses to one anotherโ€™s

unsaid pressures,
        โ€ƒpainting each otherโ€™s nails.



I Hid in the Possibility of an Aurora Borealis Sky

โ€œYou have a gift for dark things.โ€
no comeback for this   in years
by the Spanish Banks   on the lookout
for a sliver of the North      my heart
a fish that slips     from my hands
& bellyflops into the ocean    at night time
where it loves    being a muscle
pressed so close to the core
of the earth it shines


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A black-and-white photo of Steffi Tad-y. She is a woman of filipino descent with long brown hair and brown eyes. She is wearing a black coat with a collar and standing with the cityscape behind her and smiling into the camera.

Steffi Tad-y is a disabled artist and writer from Manila. She is also the author of From the Shoreline and Notes from the Ward published by Gordon Hill Press. Receiving support from the Canada Council for the Arts and the BC Arts Council, Steffiโ€™s poems often reflect on kinship, diasporic geographies, and formations of the mind. She lives in Toronto.

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