Swimming into the Light

By Carolyn Marie Souaid

Swimming into the Light
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Swimming into the Light is a sequence of poems charting a woman's struggle with infertility and her entry into motherhood through the back door of international adoption. The book traces these events in a connected narrative, from her frustration and despair over infertility ... Read more


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Swimming into the Light is a sequence of poems charting a woman's struggle with infertility and her entry into motherhood through the back door of international adoption. The book traces these events in a connected narrative, from her frustration and despair over infertility to the uncertainty of international adoption and rescuing a new life from a war-torn country, and finally to the quiet reflections on motherhood. Shortlisted for the QSPELL A. M. Klein Poetry award, Swimming into the Light has recently been translated into French and published by Écrits des forges as La fille au bord de l'eau.

Excerpt

Baby TechThe tests don't matter, not the icy probeof his finger, not the flood of purple dye intothe beaten bag of my womb, nothing mattersbut the promise of a would-be fetus, fragileas the wobbling foalin barn light. In his lab, bits of womenfloat in flasks like grains of Aspirinin a chaos of ginger ale. The one bitter pillof their lives. They line up at his door—their shaman, their priest, God, whatever—thumbing magazines, eyeing one another, eyeinghis diplomas, like glittering icons on the wallwaiting to see who won, who failedwhose experiment took, whose didn'tthey'll all be back next month for more testsmore consultations, they'll lean across his deskopening their bodies to himin confessionpraying for mercy. The Fertile CrescentBedouin womenin a cobbler's doorwaycross-legged with their basketsof eggs & vine leaveseyewhites, a dull glazebabies in their lapslike steaming loaves of bread. Death is a distant country to thema great, green curve of landwhere ancestors wait unburdened—mosaic of upturned faceslike golden plates of fruitin the sun.

Reviews

“ Written with a tough intelligence and a bracing earthiness, Swimming into the Light tells a poignant story that brings together three generations in the land of Souaid's ancestors. 'He's kind of an embodiment of both my future and my past,' Souaid said of her son, Alex, whom she, her husband and her mother travelled to Lebanon to adopt in 1992. The book, which is dedicated to Souaid's son, manages to graft the sensibility of a contemporary North American woman struggling with infertility to a delicate search for distant roots. Many of the poems have the quality of snapshots, capturing the Lebanon of a particular moment, as viewed by an outsider with more than a passing interest in what she sees. ”—The Montreal Gazette

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