Leah Horlick's
Moldovan Hotel (Brick Books) explores the intergenerational trauma of the Holocaust in Romania through a queer Jewish voice in the Diaspora. Below we share two poems from her collection!
For years, the CIA used a government building — codenamed "Bright Light" — as a makeshift prison for its most valuable detainees. . .before they were ultimately transferred to Guantanamo Bay. . . Unlike the CIA's facility in Lithuania's countryside or the one hidden in a Polish military installation, [Bright Light] in Romania was not in a remote location. It was hidden in plain sight, a couple blocks off a major boulevard on a street lined with trees and homes, along busy train tracks. . .The CIA shipped in Halal [sic] food to the site from Frankfurt, Germany, the agency’s European centre for operations. Halal meat is prepared under religious rules similar to kosher food. — “Inside Romania’s secret CIA prison.” The Independent, 8 December 2011
No one asked questions. It was perfect—hide one government
within another. You kept it simple—water and electricity. Threatened their mothers,
then pointed to the benevolent clock. Complained your assignment wasn’t glamorous, that they kept you
inside, too. No one ever thinks they might be the serpent. In the next world,
may water and electricity turn away from you. May you be brought to a place
everyone swears could not exist.Impossible, impossible.May they decline
to comment. When you resist, let them say we checked your teeth,
we fed you,
as they confiscate your memory of the ocean while everyone around you nods,
bored of seeing your
orange jumpsuit on the news.
Typhus
God forbid—it’s a terrible way to go. Vector of rats
and possums, lice and fleas. Jail fever. Hazy delirium. I have lived in the city long
enough to learn a few things DDT was good for. I learn that the Nazis got so angry
at the Romanians because they just left the dead Jews in piles, didn’t bury or burn them, and we
spread typhus into the groundwater, then to the Nazis. Because I am gay I don’t believe in disease as metaphor
or punishment. It is hard to know what to believe anymore. It is hard to be the people on
either side of the conspiracy—the moon landing is not the same as the opioid crisis is not the same as
a docile forest monster, not the same as the CIA. I had hoped to not grow up to be an old woman writing haltingly to some
church to say We regret to inform you that your archbishop was a Nazi, but here we are. It is hard to learn anything
at first about typhus because I have to scroll through the weeds of fascists saying no no, it was all just
the disease, no one was ever made to dig their own grave in the trees. Through the screen I can hear hundreds
of miniature online Reagans laughing at each briefing about AIDS It’s not murder
if everyone gets sick.
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Leah Horlick grew up as a settler on Treaty Six Cree territory and the homelands of the Métis in Saskatchewan. Her first collection of poetry, Riot Lung (Thistledown Press, 2012) was shortlisted for both a ReLit Award and a Saskatchewan Book Award. In 2016 she won the Dayne Ogilvie Prize, Canada’s only award for LGBT emerging writers. That same year, her second collection, For Your Own Good (Caitlin Press, 2015), was named Stonewall Honor Title by the American Library Association. In 2018, her piece “You Are My Hiding Place” was named Poem of the Year by ARC Poetry Magazine and shortlisted for inclusion in the 44th Pushcart Prize by the Pushcart Board of Editors. Moldovan Hotel is her third book of poems. She lives in Calgary.
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